random Thoughts

wake up in the morning ..aah bug offf the alarm... He'll do my proxy yey

sleepless nights caz tomorrow is my exam have to study ...oye

it so happened the 5 years went so fast...even the present.... today looks as if.... it is damnnn THE Past

the time came i got my degree i couldn express brother...."did i loose....the LIFE" or have gained some other ....
friends are gone the profies set aback cultural activities dramatics....passion and almost everything snatched back

it feels like heaven when i was there....and right below is the story when damnnnn....i am HERE

wake up in the morning ..OH shit..euuuuu Yuck... i am late for work OHH lorD oh Fuck

sleeping at 12:00 was never my game....yess job is the culprit .corporate is the name

it so happend the last 1 year was damnnnn so slow.... going to office each day was a thought of big NO NO ....

the time came i just had my appraisal ....i wanted to express Oh ..damn u my brother ...but no one gave me any opportunity ...they juss spoke one after the other

friends yes i do remember but WE don't get time to share.....we are the same WE inside yes WE still do care 

it doesn feel like heaven anyday in here ...and yes this was all i had to share 

LIFE...how it izzzz

Once life had a meaning ,.....or say i atleast thought it had one......was silly ..was enthusiastic..was energetic.....talketive......curious,...wanted to conquer everything :D /...
there were people in life called friends ....there were moments in life called JOY all by themselves

now something occurred JOB occurred ...everything changed drastically friends got on to their paths...which led somewhere else....now only memories pertain ...
curiosity ..energy....enthusiasm without them have all diminished .....there's nothing in my vicinity know as friends  ,,,,,there is no phenomenon "Joy" occurring all by itself .. There is happiness but joy is missing 

i guess life changes after we get into corporate world ...i guess everyone ..called my friends feels similar to me....